In the matter of 5 minutes all my plans have gone out the window because my parents change their minds. I don’t see how an agreement means nothing anymore.
living in bliss and having my own place would have been perfection.
and now I don’t even have a place to stay here.
I don’t want to even go anymore knowing I’m not allowed to be with you, but you promise me we can make it work.
going to any length, spending every cent to your name just to be closer, you keep doing so much for me and I have nothing to give anymore.
I guess it was all too good to be true, and this next year will be a hard one.
Our life together seems as if it’s always on hold.
is where I always find myself ranting which is annoying
but sometimes it’s nice to say FUCK YOU
without consequences.
I’m going to get a milkshake and ignore your ignorance.
Sometimes I know I shouldn’t do things but I do anyway, just to get back at you in my own little way.
And tell no one.
Every perfection has it’s flaws.
one day I’ll do it. I don’t have many skills and I’m not too impressive. Could never be intimidating, it’s not in my character.
But oh, how I wish I could be sometimes. Up stage everyone, be the one to take all the glory instead of just appreciating others and boosting someone else’s self esteem.
Well no, that’s not how it works with me but one day, I’ll be the best at what I do and when people see me they’ll know my accomplishments are exquisite, true quality work, nothing like it.
Not just alright, or “ehh yeah that’s good”
But, “Wow, I’m really proud of you, there’s really nothing else like it.”
